HOLY POOP SAUCE!

ya ya i know what you're thinking, 'HOW COULD SHE HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN SO LONG?!?!!?' well.... cuz i can! LOL I'm so bad at committing to doing stuff like this. oi...

ALRIGHT! so here's the down low low down diggy,

I've been working with my dance group alot, learning kpop dances, the girls (and guy) are getting so good :) Mommy's so proud~! *__* we'll hopefully be performing soon! cross your fingers!

Also: I've been shopping like a freaking rich person... but like... bargin shopping. lately, i've been living at ragstock, like seriously, their clearance section is like a M/Banba crack-house! soo many colors, so little money! TwT I've also been working on nails alot lately, made Tomo-chan a nail set for Val-day, i hope she liked it! :3 i also put in cookies [mommy made em, so she gives them away before i can eat em all T______T sum about diabetes. screw diabetes! i want choco-chunkiness T__T] here's le nails:
made specially for Tomo!

and here's the ones i've been wearing:
they has been made especially for valentines day :3 even tho i dont really have an official valentine [tho i do have a lovely lady in my life that just happens to be my bestie~!] i've decided to get in the spirit and pretend someone loves me~ XD oh gawd.




okies, like the nail sets? I'll soon be selling some sets online for a reasonable price to my lovely gyarus. i'll be shipping only in America for a while, see how it goes. :3



now then, lets talk future. i'm coming to the age where everyone's asking me: 'What do you wanna do with your life?' Honestly? I HAVE NO FAWKING CLUE. I've been sheltered and pushed and punched into this little box all my life and i dont know what i truly enjoy aside from recreational things. i know i dont wanna be in a stuffy suit behind a desk, and i dont wanna be standing for hours at a time either... idk.. I might go into cooking school.. i like to bake... but i hate serving people. I might go to beauty school... i could do make-up all day... maybe. :P

gosh.. idk. :( it sux that they expect you to know everything. blehh.....



k. that was depressing... to lighten the mood, here's what i looked like this week! i wore the new green crop sweater i just bought. LOVES IT! and the rest of the week... i was lazy T_T



hope you enjoyed this mini-rant! <3 stay hawt~ ;3

UPDATES:WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN?!?!?

Here's what's been going on. EVERYTHING.
lemme recap by months.

September:

Depression and college stress. I'd been very mentally unstable. The college prep was(and still is) getting to me. Which school? How are my scores? He's already been accepted to that school? WTF?!?! etc. :/ in addition to that, relationship issues with my 'hubby' plagued my existence. :/ dispite this, I did my best to survive. I went on a shopping spree with the help of my grandma [I moved over the summer, My mother and I live together and money is tighter then those jeans from two years ago!] and a list of things I needed to swag out my fall~ here's the haul~!

:D

Needless to say, it was freaking awesome.

here's some cords spam~

And I went to my boo's homecoming. :3
( I had to borrow my mom's coat. I don't have a white one)





OCTOBER:
gawd, October was bleh... lots of money issues and again, mental stuff- but I started to know myself a little more. the end of october was mighty sexy though ;)

I turned this:





into this:

I have a crap load of embarassing Spirit week photos that i'm not gonna post~ ^^'
AND~~~ Cords from my movie date to see Footloose[great movie, soo much fun~!]:



Black*Cherry had a Halloween/Lisha's Birthday Me2~ sooo much fun~! I was a fairy *_* and we took purikura pics and had dinner. I skipped out on the sleepover though. :(



The birthday [Zombie]Gal!


"SHEHULK NO LEAVE TIP!" bahahahahaha!

beef bibimbop~ sooo goooood~

Kira-chan, so CHU!


as soon as the pics we took in the machine go online, i'll upload em. :/ damn photo sticker chicago~!

November:
I'M IN HAIRSPRAY! a school musical, might as well, ya know?
My mental state is steadily improving *knock on wood* and I'm doing better. here's cordes, make, hair, etc from this month.
Wig before:

After:








My mother hasnt been feeling well, and yesterday she went to the hospital. please keep my family in your thoughts, I know it's not the most important thing on everyone's minds, but please cross your fingers for my Mama. she's been taking care of me for quite a while now, and I'm just hoping she'll be ok. <3 thx for reading~!

IMO:Rappers

My brother wants to be a rapper. He wants fame, money, a carreer and the lifestyle. Why? That lifestyle is all he knows. He's possibly skitso, depressed, and had problems focusing. All he wants to do is live peacefully with his daughter, a 6 pack, and a blunt. Why do rappers only talk about these things? why are their issues never REAL issues? IMO they have problems. They couldn't function in society as a whole and represent others with as much of a deficiency as them. The experience of growing up 'In the hood' changes the inside of a person. It manipulates them into thinking that there's nothing that they could possibly do to life themselves higher then their current status. If you have family issues, how are you supposed to know that it's genuinely wrong to be promiscuous or do excessive drugs? The years that are most important to our development must be spent wisely, whatever is learned or whitnessed at ages 0-5 will be the direct blueprint for their personality and how they live their lives. If at age 3 little timmy sees his parents abusing alcohol and drugs and being promiscuous, dont be surprised if he has an alcohol problem twenty years later. The thought that you only have a few options (Basketball/Football player, Rapper, Prostitute, Teen Parent, Fast food worker, or Eye-candy) for a future is what holds these people back and keeps them in their current situation.

Basicly, my point is- Rappers and such are people too, they're not idols. In all actuality, they could have quite a few issues with their mental state. If not, perhaps they where raised that way. Does that mean you should refer to women as they do, and do things based on liking something they said? well that depends. Do you embody the term "Monkey see monkey do"?





[Just a thought...]

~Kevi

RAWWWWWWWWR!

Hey Gals! i know it's been Waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long, but i'm about to recieve a small mirical- THE INTERNET! hahah :P I'm super excited to update you all about what's been up. My school's been poppin for my senior yr and stuff's gettign crazy- time for collage aps! T_T meeeeeh the money X_X BUT- It shall benifit sooooon. :P maybe i can be an artist afterall~! <3 well I'm in a library nao and ppkl are starin >> so~~~~ I'll ttfn and catch up up asap. Love you Gals! <3

Song of the day: Rolling in the deep by Adele

so i've been vlogging~





and made a few vids~





woooot! look if you dare ;)


other news? ACEN IS A WEEK AWAY! i think i might just wet myself, seriously, i'm almost too prepared. if i was any more prepared i'd probably be in full cosplay xD

..... too late....

:P lol well on that note~ happy saturday morning! I better take my crazy tail to sleep~! A_A

Funkeritas!

omg ya know what i hate? funkeritas. what is a funkerita? a female who likes to go insane for no reason and acts like a crack head. you may know several Funkeritas. my "favorite" Funkerita is my mother. (she's tweeking yo!) lol she likes to yell and put me down for the "tough love" effect. i guess it's hard seeing your daughter in Manba make-up and a huge blue wig... too bad mom! >>

some other Funkeritas are people who are otherwise known as "haters". there seems to be an over abundance of those in chicago. too bad I roll with the badist gals in town or their comments would really get to me. On my birthday i went all out on my manba look (pictures coming soon) and i think i did well :3 I'm 17 now and this year I'm upping my look 10x. be on the look out for it ;)

in other news! I'm going to Acen! I am a side cosplayer and i looooooove cons. :) hopefully i can teach a few dances? anyone else excited for acen? :P